Olivia Hutabarat

2003-11-26T03:08:00.000-08:00

<strong>I am in love
but I think I picked the bad time to be in love...??

Is timing everything?

2003-09-01T03:51:00.000-07:00

HILARIOUS!!

What is the similarity between a shrimp and a man?
You can enjoy all but the head

What is the similarity between a dolphin and a man?
They are both said to be intelligent, but no one can prove this.

What is the similarity between a microwave oven and a man?
They both get hot in 15 seconds

Why can't a man be both handsome and intelligent?
Because that would make him a woman.

Why is a man's brain the size of a peanut?
Because it is swollen.

Why are batteries better than men?
Batteries have at least one positive end.

Why does it take one million sperm to fertilise one egg?
Because sperm are male and they refuse to ask directions.

Why are men like the letter Q?
Because it is a big fat zero with a small protrusion.

Why do fewer women get married these days?
Because they would rather have bacon in the fridge, than a
pig in the living room.

What is the similarity between a video recorder and a man? They go
forwards, backwards, forwards, backwards, stop and eject!

Why is the male intelligence worth more than the female?
It is rarer.

Why do men prefer to marry virgins?
They cannot handle the criticism.

What do you call an attractive intelligent and sensitive
man?
A rumour.

Why don't men go through menopause?
They never left puberty.

2003-08-27T12:04:00.000-07:00

"Seasons can change but it's glad to know
that someone we love will live forever in our heart

and if lucky, there will be a plane to be caught"
(Sex & The City-Season 4-episode 18)

2003-08-25T09:20:00.000-07:00

What It Takes

..(boys) before I met you I was F-I-N-E
but your love made me a prisoner
yeah my heart's been doing time
you spent me up like money
then you hung me out to dry

IT WAS EASY TO KEEP ALL YOUR LIES IN DISGUISE
CAUSE YOU HAD ME IN DEEP WITH THE DEVIL IN YOUR EYES

TELL ME WHAT IT TAKES TO LET YOU GO
TELL ME HOW THE PAIN'S SUPPOSED TO GO
TELL ME HOW IT IS THAT YOU CAN SLEEP
IN THE NIGHT
WITHOUT THINKING YOU LOST EVERYTHING THAT WAS GOOD
IN YOUR LIFE TO THE TOSS OF THE DICE?

TELL ME THAT YOU'RE HAPPY THAT YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN
TELL ME THAT IS BETTER WHEN YOU'RE ALONE
TELL ME THAT YOUR BODY DOESN'T MISS MY TOUCH
TELL ME THAT MY LOVE DIDN'T MEAN THAT MUCH
TELL ME THAT YOU AIN'T DYIN' WHEN YOU'RE CRYIN FOR ME

TELL ME WHO'S TO BLAME FOR THINKING TWICE
CAUSE I DON'T WANT TO BURN IN PARADISE

LET IT GO, LET IT GO, LET IT GO, LET IT GO, LET IT GO....

(Aerosmith-What It Takes)

2003-08-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

Just for a minute I thought I was in control,
now I am oh-so petrified.

"I don't want to be an idol
see the pedestal is high
and I am afraid of heights."
(Alanis Morissette-Not the Doctor)

2003-08-22T03:21:00.000-07:00

"One woman's trash is another woman's treasure

One woman's titanic is another woman's love boat

One woman pornograph is another woman's sexual leader "

(Sex in the city)

Ha ha!!
So is one woman's sorrow is another woman's pleasure?????????????

(Dwi, if you read this, I want to know!!!)

2003-08-19T05:06:00.000-07:00

Envy.

That's a terrible thing indeed.
But most people do that. Including me.

Be thankful for what u've had.
Be thankful for what u don't have.
It's easier to say than to do.

Phrases come everyday but that won't make us better.

"go on and say yes, and really mean no
would you rather guess, when you just don't know
and then say i love you, but aren't willing to show

Say live and let live, then so quick to judge
slow to forgive, when you're holding a grudge
don't always believe, that all you need is love"

(How Many Say I-Van Hallen)

2003-08-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

"Heart feels what the brain thinks."

All this time I make my own world, creating bad atmosphere, torturing myself and becoming an irrational person. Then in second thought I realize, it's phetatic.

Maybe every rose has its thorn.
Just like every night has its down.
Just like every cowboy sing their sad, sad, song.
Every rose has its thorn... (Poison).

I kept thinking about all my misery and never thanks with all I've had.
I watch "Shallow Hall" about 22 times and I got touched. But I still don't want to imply it in my real life!! How could that be? I thanked the Lord for what I have but argued His will about what I don't have. Is it so hard to be a truly Gemini?
Man..the last word shows that I'm such a fool but by thinking it is, I m such a realist!!

Everybody says "All you need is just a little patience."
Well I guess I don't have choice.
Besides "Every dog has its day..."
Right.

2003-08-11T08:29:00.000-07:00

Let go!!
Let go let go let go let go let go
I remember feeling low
I remember losing hope
I remember all the days when the feeling started
and the day they stopped.....

I am innocence...

2003-08-08T22:20:00.000-07:00

I think I should let it go.

A man's world is fulfilled by his own mind.
A woman's world is fulfilled by all her feelings.

2003-08-02T23:31:00.000-07:00

Spirit Dreams Inside

I wake from a nightmare now
in the day it haunts me
It slowly tears me apart
With dreams of a distance love
I M A WONDERING SATELLITE...

Somewhere in the wasteland
I see you smiling at me
a vision out of my dreams
WILL YOU MAKE IT RIGHT?
take the pain away

LEAD ME WITH YOUR LIGHT

HEADING FOR THE SUN
LEAVE THE SADNESS BEHIND

Crossing oceans dry

My world spinning out of time
won't somebody stop me
I MAY BE LOSING MY WAY
WILL YOU MAKE IT RIGHT?
take the pain away

HEAR ME AS I CRY

deep inside I go

What can I do, I ask
There's nothing left to say
What can I do, I ask
There's nothing left to say

WHY AM I HERE
WHY AM I LOST
WHERE IS LOVE?

LEAD ME WITH YOUR LIGHT

DEEP INSIDE I GO
DEEP INSIDE I GO
SPIRIT DREAMS INSIDE....

(Soundtrack Final Fintasy)

To Dwi:I picked the right person to watch the "gig" last nite. Thank you & God Bless!

2003-07-30T10:46:00.000-07:00

Beauty is programmed. We see beautiful people in magazine, TV, newspaper....
and that's how beauty's created. Is beauty only skin deep? Mostly.

2003-07-28T11:04:00.000-07:00

It s been a while, huh??

Here's some thought:
" There are two days about which nobody should ever worry,
and those are yesterday and tomorrow.

So with only today to cope with, the burden becomes lighter,
for nobody ever stumbled under the burden of today.

It is only when they add yesterdays and tomorrows
to the load they are carrying, that is become unbearable."

(Helen Steiner Rice)

Now look who's talking???? :) At least it is worth to try.

2003-07-12T11:24:00.000-07:00

At least I am now starting again. That is not too loathsome as we thought (but hopefully this feeling will last long).

Somehow I realize I still wait with full-conciousness. Some things are so hard to let go. Although it is not worth at all. Heart wants just what heart wanted.

"Love is all the answer and that is for sure." (John Lennon)
Is that so???

If so, I am so sick of having nobody (Dumb & Dumber).

Guess we all have to make peace with our own.

2003-07-10T22:39:00.000-07:00

Feeling blue.

2003-07-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

Is there anything more petrifying than loneliness itself?

"No wonder people often make terrible choice to avoid loneliness."
(Charles M. Schulz)

For me it seems there's no even choice at all.

2003-07-10T04:33:00.000-07:00

It is said that only mellow people can write accurately.
I don't want to be mellow.

After this, now what?
I always run, but surely I have to stop hiding. I have to finish it.
Got stucked.

2003-07-08T06:08:00.000-07:00

Friend of mine recommend "High Fidelity" when I was totally cracked up.
I've seen it. That was fine. But still doesn't answer the question. "Why me?"
R we about to find out?

"Me, Myself & Irene"
Luv you Jim!! He's the funiest man alive!

"Truman Show"
Man! 4 words: "Much Ado About Nothing"!!

2003-07-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

10 types of man you don't want to live with (and you'd better live without):
1.spoilt-rich boys who always depend on his father's bucks but abandon their talents
2.boys who don't have goals, aims or motivation
3.one night, one week, or less than one month stander
4.gambler, woman-beater, drunker, drug user, code name: loser.
5.one who can not make decision and always says: " up to you".
6.WOMANIZER...(don't have to explain furthermore)
7.stingy people who only spend money for their own needs
8.LIAR LIAR
9.Irresponsible and afraid of committing with somebody (in fact he only thinks about his self)
10.Boys who don't want to loose fans, always give hope even though they only enjoy it and never think about other's feeling

Man....why do they make it so hard?

2003-07-07T12:47:00.000-07:00

On 2.12 AM I found one unread message in my inbox. Topic: "Should Us?"
About how Christian should go to church regularly. Man! I didn't go to church for the last three months and now somebody from far, whom I only go out with once, whom I never really talk to, sent me that. How come?
Guess God works in all ways my friend....all ways.

2003-07-07T09:20:00.000-07:00

Have you ever?
It was a good question. Nobody never. It surely did.
But let's not too mellow about it. There're always up and downs. There will always be..

Today I watched 3 movies. They were "The Pianist", "Ocean's Eleven", and "Mirror Has Two Faces". Yeah they were three completly different movies. The last one is a little bit too much.

Then there was "Addicted To Love" in Star Movies. So sweet. Get even yield love. Two desperados made pairs. But how about one?

Yuhuu? I make you famous. (William H. Booney-Young Guns II)